2 Weeks out....

Can't believe it's only two weeks out.  This is crunch time.  This is where I start to get my second wind and get excited all over again in doing this.  Since last week, I have had three cheat meals.  EEEKKKK.  First one we went out and I had pasta, bread and yogurt, oh man my stomach didn't like me  I was hurting for a day after.  My second meal we made BBQ hamburgers at home.  My stomach didn't like me after as I don't think it's used to real grass fed red meat.  I always eat turkey meat.  Then last night's cheat meal was better and my stomach was fine.  It was a little cleaner, but allowed me to have that carb at night, and some extras.  I am weighing in at 134.0.  Which is good and I am happy with.  I had two posing practices and feel I need to practice more at home.  It's just finding that time, which I planned for today and tomorrow.  I hit another wall on Monday/Tuesday.  I didn't sleep at all on Monday night, don't know why.  It resulted in me taking a day off on Tuesday.  I felt horrible and for once I listened to my body and decided it was best mentally and physically to not do anything.  I needed it!  I have my tanning, nails, hair, wax appointments all booked and am ready to go.  This next week should hopefully be a great one, then peak week to follow.  Keeping up on the cardio, getting a little burned out on it, but trucking along with it.  This show is supposed to be one of the biggest ones yet.  Over 800 competitors expected.  I am not looking to place 3rd, realistically.  I would be lucky to get the top 5.  Either way I am ALWAYS proud of myself for making it this far, giving it my 100% best.  It's something I enjoy within me, placing would be awesome but it doesn't define me in anyway.  I love doing this each time for myself, and the outcome is that I did it, naturally, for ME!  Looking forward to having some variety though in my meals, taste on my taste buds and MORE peanut butter.......lol.    "Happiness is doing more of what you LOVE"